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Feeling The Hurt But I Iove You, Anyway...

Points of View

Look, it's happened once again
It happens every now and then
Feeling the hurt and hating all the men
Ready to stop it all

That's when I need a friendly face
To see me through these lonely days
Just to put some sunshine in my place
Don't take too long I need you

Here I am
I haven't gone that far away
And since I am
That kind of friend you know
Would stay with you through all the pain
Never to leave you in the rain
Ready to listen to what you've been through
Your woes and blues and share each other's...

Points of view
We've been there once before
And kept our points of view
It doesn't really matter if they're never quite the same
We have our rules in different ways
We play the games of different folks with different strokes
And keep our points of view

See the world seems bright again
It only darkens now and then
Most of the time there's just no telling when
Look up and see you've got me

Here we are
We may have gone our different ways
But since we are
The kind of friends who'll always stay
No matter what the pain
Learning to love that cap o rain
Ready to say we're here to stay in every way
Although we've got our different...

Points of view
We've been there once before
And kept our points of view
It doesn't really matter if they're never quite the same
We have our rules in different ways
We play the games of different folks with different strokes
And keep our points of view

Points of view
We've been there once before
And kept our points of view
It doesn't really matter if they're never quite the same
We have our rules in different ways
We play the games of different folks with different strokes
And keep our points of view

Remember Me This Way

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ziy0UHEM0_I&feature=related

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmmm...this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
I'll always care

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

A Shoulder To Cry On

Waiting...

Waiting is a trap. There will always be reasons to wait. The truth is, there are only two things in life, reasons and results, and reasons simply don't count. Everything comes too late for those who only wait. Don't wait. The time will never be just right.

Even The Strongest May Falter...

I’m having a bad day? Nope! Just a ‘cloudy and rainy’ day maybe. Last night I couldn’t sleep at all. I was down and blue. Tears seems can’t stop falling. I was weak and I was ‘put to sleep’ for 8 hours during the ‘battle’. Right after the ‘battle’, I insisted to go home as I hoped to see someone. Yeah…it was done at last. I think I’m OK but not really. Despite the ‘shot’ from the ‘battle’, I feel another pain inside me. And I know it well. It will take me no where but it hurts and kills me softly.
Some times even the strongest may falter. Some times, I know I can’t stand it alone. But is there anyone who willing to listen to me without saying I’m telling a victim story? Is there anyone who can accept me as a normal human being that needs love and care without thinking I’m seeking attentions. Is there anyone who wants to be with me when I really need someone badly? If there is no one, please God... grant me with strength to be strong for I know You always listen to me, You love me and You always there for me.

At 3 In The Morning...

Tomorrow (today actually) I'll face another 'battle'. I'm full of fears but to whom can I express how I feel. I can only wandering through the night with tears streaming down my face. At this time I really miss him. He used to be by my side when I needed someone badly. But now I'm all alone. It been worst lately and I feel like I can't go on anymore. It really hard to pretend that everything is OK. Life seems unfair to me. This is life, anyway. But there is one word that frees me from the weight and pain; LOVE. Most of the time I feel tired of asking for it didn't happen even for a simplest one. But one thing for sure, I got the strength to continue on with my life by giving not asking.

When things do not appear to change
And hope seems hard to find,
Just close your eyes and remember
To take one day at a time.
And then you'll see how things
Change for the best.
All you need to do is your part,
And HE shall do the rest.

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near...

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head saying,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most
Just gotta keep going
And I, I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
Cause...

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Dear God...

It's been a while since I last wrote about my life journey. And all that while I've been keeping so much to myself. Less feeling. Little tears.
Now, I feel like a fool. Really hurt. Really feel unwanted.
Dear God...please give me strength to continue my life journey with love and care for the people.

When You Believe

I'm Missing You

There's a feeling inside
Melting and hurting
I break down and cry
Because I'm missing you
In the middle of the night
I feel lost without you
Because I'm missing you

May Allah bless your soul...

The Secret of My Heart

Don't know why, I keep listening to this instrumental again and again for the past few days. And I'm overwhelm with memories. How I miss them so much. God, please bless them wherever they are and whatever they do. I love you folks...