Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I Do Love You For Who You Are

Angel brought me here? Nop...Why I’m here then? Life has been treating me well but as always it was me. And I ended up with BMT. Tomorrow is another session. Nothing going to be great for me but I just hope it will be fine. Just fine for a great weekend with a group of great people I’m looking forward to. God, how I really wish it will continue for quite some time despite all those misunderstandings.
Why ended up with BMT? It was totally a nightmare and it came in a rather haphazard way. I was lost and blamed. Cut me into pieces. I’m not up to anything. Nor to say I’m right. Let it be.
At times he who raised me up and lighted up my life can even put me down and burn me down without knowing it. He who used to say “I love you” without any hesitation, now says nothing at all. He was always by my side during the good old days, rarely there for me when I need him these days. Anyway, I do love him for who he is.