Sunday, March 21, 2010

8 years...

8 years ago, I thought I would never make it without you. Alhamdulillah, I make it but look like it’s all coming back to me. Whatever it is, I have to move on. I have to continue breathing.

You know what I really miss about you?

I miss your smiles…

I miss your magic words…

I miss your kisses on my cheek…

I miss your hugs that eased my pain…

I miss your cuddle that brought me to sleep…

I miss everything about you.

I miss you very much abang…

Mohd Zulfahmy Iskandar Mustafa

(15 May 1967 – 21 March 2002)

Al-Fatihah.

** You have the fear, fear of the day that you will lose me from your life. Maybe the day will come. You told me before, how much I had sacrifice for other people, how much I had contribute to others and how much love I had in me. Moment pass. Now, I don’t have anything left to sacrifice and I have less to contribute. But I still have much love in me.